今天莫名其妙上台唱了千里之外

忘了一句词

还被录像了

被威胁不请客就要大范围散播

这是什么世道

这两天都在听Gotta Knock a Little Harder

这是Cowboy Bebop剧场版的ED

一直觉得菅野很妙

电影的英文名是Knockin' on heaven's door

就是Bob Dylan的那首名曲

到了片尾

男主角在翩然消逝的蝴蝶中死去

（我一直觉得Vicent和Spike是电影的双主角）

说他一直在寻找通往天国的那扇门

但是最后还是找不到

于是就Gotta knock a little harder

被天国、被世间以至于被地狱抛弃的男子

以至于天下之大

能容纳他的只有永恒的虚无

这首歌虽然唱到最后声嘶力竭

但那是痛感无力的呐喊

就凭菅野在Cowboy Bebop的表现

在我就赢得了比久石让、川井宪次的好感

Gotta knock a little harder

 

 

Happiness is just a word to me
And it might have meant a thing or two
If I'd had known the difference

Emptiness,a lonely parody
And my life,another smokin' gun
A sign of my indifference

Always keepin' safe inside
Where no one ever had a chance
To penetrate a break in

Let me tell you some have tried
But I would slam the door so tight
That they could never get in

Kept my cool under a lock and key
And I never shed a tear
Another sign of my condition

Fear of love or bitter vanity
That kept me on the run
The main events at my confession

I kept a chain upon my door
That would shake the shame of Cain
Into a blind submission

The burning ghost without a name
Was still calling all the same
But I just wouldn't listen

The longer I'd stall
The further I'd fall
The further I'd fall
The lower I'd crawl
I kept fallin' into the fire
Into the fire
Into the fire

Suddenly it occurred to me
The reason for the run and hide
Had totaled my existence

Everything left on the other side
Could never be much worse than this
But could I go the distance

I faced the door and all my shame
Tearin' off each piece of chain
Until they all were broken

But no matter how I tried
The other side was locked so tight
The door it wouldn't open

Gave it all that I got
And started to knock
Shouted for someone
To open the lock
I just gotta get through the door

And the more that I knocked
The hotter I got
The hotter I got
The harder I'd knock
I just gotta break through the door

Gotta knock a little harder
Gotta knock a little harder
Gotta knock a little harder
Break through the door

之前我的注意力

都被黄梁一梦二十年吸引了

现在才发现我的1988编排的用心

以黄梁一梦二十年打头

接下来是第一张专辑里的拥挤的乐园

最后是最新一张专辑里的骗子

一前一后正好二十年

内容也相互呼应

妙的是

拥挤的乐园选的是最近的live版

前段时间见到了正版的EP

口水啊

这次是在厦门

他来录闽南语春晚

之前一直是无法入现场的

直到最后一刻

因为春哥的爱好者退场

才给我们留出空位

之前在广州就一直想带酒进去喝

这次做好了充分准备

中午喝了糯米酒

下午和校长坐时喝了点Johnie

吃完饭又喝了糯米酒

去咖啡厅等时喝了martini

最后进场还偷渡了糯米酒进去

一进场就狂HIGH

还被现场工作人员点了名

坐在我前面的人应该悔死坐那个位置了

后面怎么会有那么吵的人

我要分酒给摄影师

摄影师不要

现场很热啊

没想到有这么多人欢呼

不过这其中夹杂了很多许飞迷和凑热闹的

其实论演出质量

因为是录晚会

又没带自己的BAND

所以中规中矩

而且竟然没忘词

不过想想也是

他老人家在台上穿拖鞋跳钢管舞

一首歌能忘半首词

我们看着很HIGH

估计电视台的人会抓狂吧

不知道为什么

在厦门看起来比广州年轻很多

嗯

这次就是个HIGH字